Blogging as a spiritual discipline and play
I'm three months into this seminary class at Eastern Mennonite University on Spiritual Formation in Ministry and really enjoying it. The professors are terrific teachers with tons of real ministry experience. They're turning our class of nine into a small group. The material requires we dig deep into hearts and share our emotions, uncertainties, and fears with one another. It's been difficult, painful, humbling, and freeing at the same time. Class sessions involve open discussions, tears, laughter, and support. A spirit of grace and understanding has descended upon the group, which I interpret as a gift from God.

journaling
The course requires each student develop a Rule of Life, an ancient practice and discipline among Christians and one being re-emphasized today. My Rule includes daily scripture reading, scheduled prayer, contemplative walking, and spiritual journaling. I've never prayed so frequently and intensely as I do now. We're encouraged to share our thoughts with others and this blog is a vehicle through which I will share some of what I'm writing and drawing in my pastoral journal. People blog for a variety of reasons; some to keep a record of their thoughts, others because they believer their lives are important and have value. I started this blog for other reasons. The process of writing down my thoughts and feelings helps distill them; sharing your perspective with others helps shape my thinking, and journaling is a way of allowing my inner creativity to be released (besides music).

Blogging as a spiritual
discipline? I think I prefer play instead. In Homo Ludens (Beacon, 1955), Johan Huizinga suggests that the ability to play may be more centrally characteristic of humanness than our capacity to think. It is certainly true that whole human beings need to know how to play and think. But I believe that journaling and blogging can be a discipline for dealing with life as well as an instrument of play.

I'm delighted when people comment on an entry here or there; your responses makes me feel understood and validates that you can relate to some of my joys, sorrows, fears, struggles, and weaknesses. Pastors are being encouraged to blog as one way to be transparent and allow others to see what's on our hearts and minds. There was a
recent article in the Lancaster, Pennsylvania newspaper about Lancaster County pastors who blog. They mention Brian Miller, associate pastor at Sunnyside Mennonite Church, whose blog Just An Apprentice has been on my radar screen for years.

I also came across another neat blog - A Simple Desire - by Will Fitzgerald who publishes daily commentary on the scripture verse in Mennonite Media's Third Way Cafe website. You might want to check A Simple Desire out. Fitzgerald doesn’t claim to be a theologian, (although he reads Greek) so he tries to write honest first reactions, thoughts of songs, poetry and situations he has lived through.
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